"Collage" 30: Empathy is a Disease, Bitch!

Jan. 13th, 2025 11:21 am
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A cropped frame of Alastor with his head turned all the way around. He is smiling nastily. In Barbie font is the text "Empathy is a disease, bitch! Get well soon!!!!" xoxo <3". The wallpaper of the Hazbin Hotel makes up the left and right sides of the "card".
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Collage 29: Rampaging Demi-God (Self-Diagnosed)

Jan. 13th, 2025 10:54 am
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A frame of Alastor going eldritch on the loan sharks with the text "rampaging demi-god (self-diagnosed)" pasted next to him. "rampaging demi-" and "god (self-diagnosed)" are two different fonts.
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Collage 28: The Conga-Line of Emotional Labor Commences Anew

Jan. 13th, 2025 01:50 am
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An image of The Wiggles in a conga-line. The text "the conga-line of emotional labor commences anew" is pasted over them.
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Collage 27: NOW THAT'S WHAT I CALL a man with an empathy disorder (or three)

Jan. 12th, 2025 11:59 pm
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"NOW THAT'S WHAT I CALL" from "NOW THAT'S WHAT I CALL MUSIC" is at the top. Below that is the phrase "a man with an empathy disorder". "or three" has been pasted in after that. Alastor is to the left of that.
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Collage 26: The Never-Ending Nature of Trying

Jan. 12th, 2025 11:00 pm
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A collage with a base image of "obsessive compulsive" by Canis Infernalis. It's a four panel comic that reads "I HAVE TO KEEP DOING IT/I'M TIRED/IT HURTS/BUT I CAN'T STOP". The first panel shows the body of a big canine, the second panel shows its head, the third panel shows a paw tracking blood, and the fourth panel shows a red circle. The text "Had he made a mistake?/Had he been bad?/What did he need to do?/It was okay that he was tired, he would find the energy to do it." has been pasted to come off the sides of the comic. At the bottom of the collage is the text "the conga-line of emotional labor commences anew". The background of the whole collage is the wallpaper of the Hazbin Hotel.
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Collage 25: Even if it Feeds You

Jan. 12th, 2025 08:17 pm
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A collage with three pictures. In the middle is a piece of art that reads "BITE THE HAND THAT BEATS YOU" with a canine with a bloody maw by a bloody hand. On the left is a picture of Vaggie baring her fangs in a fight. On the right is a picture of Alastor smiling angrily. Along the shaft of Vaggie's weapon are the words "even if it feeds you".
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Collage 24: I can't help it.

Jan. 12th, 2025 05:27 pm
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A collage with a base image from the comic "Strange Bird". The text "I THINK I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE" is over a set of bird's eyes inside an infinity loop. Below the eyes are the words "SOMEONE ELSE". "I can't help it. I was made this way." is pasted along the infinity loop.
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Collage 23: Self Dysmorphia

Jan. 11th, 2025 11:52 pm
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A collage with a base picture of me in a red dress with a pink floral print and pink petticoat. There is a twirl effect over my face, and a bar of text that reads "you can't photograph a personality". Lower down on my body is the text "I got self dysmorphia", "A constant reminder I was made wrong", and "agonizing, this constant effort to be less of myself".
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Collage 22: You Have the Right to Remain Asexual

Jan. 11th, 2025 08:07 pm
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A collage about asexuality vis-a-vis "Anguish of the Marrow"
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Collage 21: Wired Wrong

Jan. 10th, 2025 08:52 pm
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A digital collage with a base image of a cathedral radio. It and the words "wired wrong" have a glitch effect on it. The text "That's just the facts." is crisp along the bottom.
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Collage 20: Snap

Jan. 10th, 2025 05:52 pm
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A collage with a base image of graphically represented equation: Golem plus an anatomically correct broken heart equals question mark. Starting in the top left is the text “‘You’re gonna piss the kid off sooner or later, ‘cuz you’re you and he’s him. Don’t burn the damn hotel down when you get used to havin’ your fix of him and you figure out he can take it away.’” “you” is significantly bigger than the rest of the text, especially compared to “and he’s him.” It’s right next to a crouching, hissing Golem’s head. In the bottom right is the text “‘Yes, yes, we’re all waiting for the day I inevitably snap, aren’t we?’”
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Collage 19: Smile!

Jan. 10th, 2025 05:18 pm
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A collage about Alastor’s relationship to smiling in “Anguish of the Marrow”. The base picture is a picture of Alastor smiling, a Cheshire cat grin with sharp teeth, and circular red eyes with radio dials in them. The text “<em><strong>Smile!</em></strong>” is writ large in the top left corner, and “<em>You’re never full</em>” is writ large in the bottom right. Along the lines of his interlocked teeth are the words “<em><strong>Smile</strong>. You know you’re never fully dressed without one. Never fully dressed you know you’re never fully dressed oh yes you’re never fully dressed without a You’re never full</em>”.
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Collage 18: There is Something Wrong With You That is Also Wrong With Me

Jan. 10th, 2025 03:27 pm
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A collage about Alastor's and Charlie's narcissism based on the "Mirror Traps" poem.
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Collage 17: This Is Why Mom Doesn't FUCKING Love You!

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Collage 16: That's all Folks!

Jan. 8th, 2025 03:37 pm
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A collage about autistic mortality vis-a-vis Alastor in "Anguish of the Marrow". The base image is an end frame from Looney Tunes that reads "That's all Folks!" In the top left is the text "And he had died at thirty-three,/unmourned and unremembered,/because the person he had pretended to be was not real,/and/the person he was could not be loved." In the bottom right corner is the title "Mortality in Individuals with Autism Spectrum Disorder". Below that are the extracts "The youngest death was at age 18 and the oldest death was at age 65,/with the average age at death being 39.” The last line of text is bigger than the middle line of text, to call more attention to it.
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Collage 15: The Ultimate Oxymoron

Jan. 8th, 2025 01:14 am
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A collage about autistic voice and volume control vis-a-vis Alastor in “Anguish of the Marrow”. The top border reads “How can one have autism and something to say? Autistic voice is the ultimate oxymoron.” The bottom border reads “That’s just her autism talking, talking, talking. That’s just her– autism talking.” The body of the collage is quotations from “Anguish of the Marrow” over an image of Alastor tapping his microphone in front of Charlie and Vaggie from the pilot. Charlie is bright-eyed, and Vaggie’s eye is closed as she crumples with weary exasperation. All of the quotations are about Alastor being very loud.
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Collage 14: Yes, yes, I've done it to myself, I know!

Jan. 7th, 2025 07:06 pm
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A collage with a base layer of a comic with a dog in a spiked collar. The dog is drawn three times, once in the top left barking, once on the right with a hand holding its snout shut and another hand at its cheek, and once in the bottom left opening its mouth as one hand opens at its mouth and the other stays at its cheek. The original image includes the text “I BUILT THE WALLS MYSELF AND NOW I WANT OUT.” in the bottom right. The text “Yes, yes, I’ve done it to myself, I know!” has been superimposed to look like the dog is barking it. The image is bordered by four text extracts from “Anguish of the Marrow”. The text on the left border reads: "So I've come to realize," Alastor replied, straightening his eyetooth cufflinks simply for something to do with his hands. "The prank itself was immaterial. Hilarious, even, had it happened under any other circumstances. What I do not appreciate, as you suggest, is the idea that all of my hard work to be communicative and make amends has not been sufficiently humiliating. That I must evidently be kicked another time or two in order to prove that I will not bite. Like a bad dog who has been graciously allowed to go without a muzzle." "That ain't how you treat a dog, either," Husker grunted. "Not unless you hate 'em." "And I do." The text on the top reads: “Alastor's laughter was becoming oily and unpleasant. ‘Will I have eventually demonstrated that I am housetrained enough to have reasonable emotions without being expected to destroy the hotel in a fit of childish pique?’" The text on the right reads “Alastor sniffed - finding, strangely, that he was truly offended. Just when they had been making such progress, and all of it nullified because she had somehow let herself forget that he was a monster. It never lasted. Just a waiting game, a clock ticking down until he revealed too much of himself and sent them screaming. Always, always, and it was his own doing, of course-” The text on the bottom is upside-down and reads "’You're gonna piss the kid off sooner or later, 'cuz you're you and he's him. Don't burn the damn hotel down when you get used to havin' your fix of him and you figure out he can take it away.’" All of the text extracts have shorter ending lines, which makes it look like the border quotations flow into each other in a pattern.
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Collage 13: You Can Pry Autistic/ASPD Solidarity from my Cold, Dead Hands

Jan. 6th, 2025 01:35 am
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A collage with a base of a frame from a Crash Course Philosophy video on language and meaning. At the top of the picture is a text box that reads "WE ALL REFER TO THE THING INSIDE OUR BOX AS 'A BEETLE,' BUT NO ONE ELSE CAN SEE INSIDE ANYONE ELSE'S BOX, EVER." The graphic below is of people in a bar with boxes with question marks inside of them by their heads. Each of them has "a beetle" written in quotation marks as a label connecting to the box. On the left, over two men socializing in the bar, are three lines of text pasted in from AO3. “‘Self-loathing and remorse ain’t the same thing,’ Husker muttered./‘I got both. I know.’/’What <em>is</em> the difference?’ Alastor asked, genuinely curious.” On the right, over two women in the bar, are two lines of text pasted in from Discord: “I don’t know how different my beetles are or if other people are just being imprecise/That is one of the most autistic things I’ve ever heard from you and you are very very right”. “I don’t know how…” is sandwiched between lines of dialogue on the left, and “That is one of the most autistic things…” is just below the dialogue on the left.
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Collage 12: You Can't Say Shit I Don't Say to Myself

Jan. 5th, 2025 09:44 pm
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A collage with a picture of Alastor scoffing from "Stayed Gone". The lyrics "you can't say shit/I don't say to myself" are in two lines in the top left. The text "And you're fivin' them permission to think like that/'cuz you're doin' it first./Like it can't hurt your feelings if you're the one sayin' it." is in three lines over Alastor's body, aligned to the right.
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Collage 11: You Have the Thing I Love, But the Need in Me is Way Too Much

Jan. 5th, 2025 07:24 pm
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A collage based on every variation of “You have the thing I love/But the need in me is way too much” from the song “Me and Mr Wolf” vis-a-vis “Anguish of the Marrow”. There are four base pictures: in the top left corner is a picture of Angel Dust pole-dancing from the “Addict” music video. To the right is a picture from the pilot of Charlie picking up Alastor’s hand and removing it from her shoulder with a grimace. In the bottom left corner is a picture of Vox from “Stayed Gone” seething with rage and glaring to his right. To the right of that is fanart of Alastor and Vox facing off. To the right of the picture of Angel, above the picture of Charlie, is text from “Anguish of the Marrow” of Angel talking about how he can be clingy and has ruined past romantic relationships. Over the picture of Angel, spilling onto that block of text, are the lyrics “I have the thing you love/But the need in me is way too much” line by line. In the bottom left of the picture of Angel are the lyrics “You have the thing I love/But the need in me is way too much”, line by line, followed by the text “to think that he might one day slip, get greedy, demand too much./Be abandoned” broken into two lines. In the top right of the picture of Charlie is the text “to touch with the hope of being accepted?/Welcome?” broken into two lines. Below her face is the text “You have the thing I love/But the fear in me is way too much” broken into two lines. On the bottom left picture of Vox is the text “skilled only in sales and grift– and envious, coveting the substance of those with real quality.” The text cascades onto Alastor, who is on the left in the fanart to the right, and ends at eye level with Vox. Below that text are the lyrics “I have the thing/The thing/You love”, starting just within the picture of Vox from “Stayed Gone” but mostly over Alastor.. Cascading between Alastor and Vox in the fanart is the text “You love/I want Vox dead by M Y hand/You die/Die”. “I want Vox dead by M Y hand” has a lighter background color than the song lyrics it’s nestled between.
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  • Current Music: Me and Mr Wolf
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