Collage 50: Antisocial Personality Disorder? In my me? It's more likely than you think!

Mar. 11th, 2025 09:09 pm
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An 'X? In my Y?' meme that reads 'Antisocial Personality Disorder? In my me?' in the main text. Below that is the text 'It's undiagnosed but more-than-probable'. Below that is a bubble that reads 'FREE NC CHECK!' Alastor is in the place of the original person on the original ad/meme.
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Collage 49: Shoot to Kill, Shoot to Kill

NSFW Mar. 3rd, 2025 02:37 pm
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Collage 48: If You Talked to Me Like I Talk to Myself

Mar. 1st, 2025 06:38 pm
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A collage with a base image of Angel Dust puffing himself up and slicking his hair back at the bar in 'Masquerade'. The text 'You're useless/you're stupid/You're too hard to love/No one likes you/you're crazy/you're totally fucked' takes up a lot of space. Across the top is the text 'You gotta tell me, you gotta <em>tell me</em> if you are so I can make it bettah, I <em>can</em>, fuck'.
  • Current Music: "talk to myself" by Nessa Barrett
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Collage 47: My Gender Can be a Freakbeast if I Fucking Want it to Be

NSFW Feb. 28th, 2025 12:30 pm
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Collage 46: How long do you want to spend being a zebra feeling like a broken horse?

Feb. 25th, 2025 01:57 pm
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A collage with a base layer of a drawing of a zebra. Instead of having black markings, it has purple markings. There is a light pink swirly background within a circular frameless frame behind the zebra. The text "How long do you want to spend being a zebra feeling like a broken horse" in black with a light green background flows from the top of the zebra's mane to its rump. The text "We were made this way." follows along the bottom of the torso of the zebra in standard AO3 text style.
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Collage 45: YOU!

Feb. 25th, 2025 01:26 pm
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A picture of a small jar with a pouch of lavender inside it held over a print of Alastor. The text "<strong>YOU!</strong>" is over the lavender.
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Collage 44: You Have Cheatcodes, and You Still Act Like This?

Feb. 12th, 2025 10:03 am
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A collage with a base image of an “evolution of man” diagram. The text “My immortal evolutionary traits are still intact” is across the top of the collage. On the left side of the collage are messages from a friend that read “I thought we were supposed to be nice BECAUSE we weren’t rewarded for it! That that was the whole point! you’re telling me the normals get to feel good about it on automatic??? They’re playing with fucking cheatcodes??? How can the NCs make such a big deal out of being a good person when they get the good chemicals just by doing it!” I’ve responded with “You’re right and you should say it.” In between the “...on automatic???” and “...fucking cheatcodes???” messages is the text “taking a ‘cheater niche’”. Below that and to the right is the text “Why should we care about those with ASPD if they clearly don’t care about us?” Below and off set to the right of my message is the text “It’s what ya do about it.” The text “I am unapologetic for the empathy I lack” is on top of the red rightward pointing arrow at the bottom of the diagram.
  • Current Music: "Heaven's Gate"
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Collage 43: I Had a Bad Dream: You Said You Loved Me

Feb. 7th, 2025 04:49 pm
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A painting of God the Father as a white man in the clouds with the text "I had a bad dream/You said you loved me" superimposed on the image.
  • Current Music: "Nightmare" by BAYBE
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Collage 42: Hell is a Panopticon

Feb. 7th, 2025 03:21 pm
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A collage with a base layer of a monochrome drawing of a panopticon. The light in the watchtower has been replaced with the eye of Heaven from <em>Hazbin Hotel</em>. The text “divine paternalism” has been placed next to the eye of Heaven.
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Collage 41: And I've Always Heard it's What's Inside That Counts

NSFW Feb. 7th, 2025 01:51 pm
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  • Current Music: "The Red Means I Love You" by Madds Buckley
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Collage 40: I'll Have my Cake and Eat it Too, I Wish I Could be Good to You

Feb. 7th, 2025 10:31 am
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A collage with a base image of a pink and white layer cake. The top layer is white with a pink bow; the bottom layer is pink. The text “He couldn’t change.” is around a circle of pink frosting on top of the cake. The text “He only <em>wanted</em> to to want to” is around the edge of the top of the top layer. The text “I’ll have my cake and eat it too/I wish I could be good to you” is in two bars of text over the bow. The text “Even now, I don’t know if what I am feeling is true remorse.” is along the edge of the bottom of the top layer. The text “More likely I am simply petrified of the consequences of my actions– which is, I suppose,” is along the edge of the top of the bottom layer. The text “<em>some</em> manner of moral guardrail in its way” is along the bottom of the cake. The text “But it has never been my teeth which make me a monster” is along the edge of the platter atop which the cake sits.
  • Current Mood: hungry
  • Current Music: "Glitter" by Charly Bliss
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Collage 39: They say it's Genetic; They say He Can't Help It

Jan. 19th, 2025 04:58 pm
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A collage over a set of brain scans. The text “They say it’s genetic, they say he can’t help it” is it at the top, with the text “I do not want to be… woobified. Softened. Given a Freudian excuse." near the bottom. The brain scans on the right show a brain less lit up than the brain on the left.
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Collage 38: I'm a Pit

Jan. 16th, 2025 09:00 pm
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A collage with a base image of a puddle of tar. The text "What was the difference between healthy support and toxic dependence? What was he allowed to need? And how much? And for how long?" is over the image.
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Collage 37: You Also Do That

Jan. 16th, 2025 08:18 pm
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A collage about the Cluster B traits Alastor shares with the rest of the Hazbins.
  • Current Music: I/Me/Myself
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Collage 36: POV: You are Everyone's Favorite Autistic Narcissist and You Are Sure You've Been Dumped

Jan. 15th, 2025 10:24 pm
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A collage with a base image of a dumbwaiter. The text "Heartbreak is one thing,/my ego's another/I beg you, don't embarrass me, fuck" is in three lines at the top of the of the image. Letters on either side of "fuck" have been blacked out, indicating it was part of a bigger word. Below that are the words "Al, get the hell outta the dumbwaiter, this ain't fuckin' LOONEY TUNES", with "LOONEY TUNES" being part of the Looney Tunes logo. "fuckin'" is on its own line and is bigger than the rest of the quote. The Looney Tunes logo is centered at the base of the dumbwaiter, and the quote it's part of is in the dumbwaiter too.
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Collage 35: And how does that make you [ERROR]?

Jan. 15th, 2025 02:45 am
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A collage with a base image of a red couch. Across the top of the collage in black text with a purple background is the text “Growing up, how was your relationship with the fundamentals of conscious existence?” Below that are the words “once upon a time/the perception that he was incapable of altruism or "real" emotion/had been forced on him by schoolmasters and alienists alike” in three lines. “Incapable” is bigger than the rest of its line, as is “forced” and “alienists”. Below that, along the cushions of the couch, in bigger text than all the other words in the collage, are the words “And how does that make you FEEL?” The word “FEEL” is in bold with a space between each letter, and I’ve applied a glitch effect to it. Below that are the words “It was a cycle he perpetuated, aggravated,/ but it had not started with him.” The word “aggravated” is slightly bigger than “It was a cycle he perpetuated,” and off to the right of that line, making it a visual double entendre: “It was a cycle he perpetuated, aggravated” and “How does that make you FEEL? aggravated”. “not” is bigger than the rest of its line.
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Collage 34: My Autopsy Results Came Back Negative. There was Nothing in There

Jan. 14th, 2025 09:04 pm
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A collage with a base image of a low resolution reaction image of a person retching. The text "the perception that he was incapable of 'real' emotion had been forced on him" is at the top, with "'real'" significantly bigger than the other words. "it had nowhere to go but" falls down the stream of vomit, with "OUT" in bold and with a space between each letter in the puddle of vomit by the person's feet.
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Collage 33: Screaming, Crying, THROWING UP

Jan. 14th, 2025 07:28 pm
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A collage with a background image in red and black of butterflies flying up from tentacle-like fronds. The text "Feel those butterflies, I wanna vomit!" is writ large near the center. The rest of the collage is crowded with instances of Alastor experiencing nausea or throwing up as part of how he experiences intense emotion.
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Collage 32: It is a Very Good Bad Thing We've Found

Jan. 13th, 2025 11:58 pm
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A collage with a base image of a three panel comic. In the first panel, a blue person with a small smile on the left listens to a yellow person with a small smile on the right speak. In the second panel, the blue person grins, revealing fangs, to the yellow person’s pleasant surprise. In the third panel, the yellow person matches the blue person’s grin, to their delight. A heart is now between their heads. Going diagonally across the comic from left to the right, top to bottom is the text 'Angel was not this understanding of Alastor's monstrosity through some divine compassion. He <em>shared it</em>. And he had found someone to share it <em>with</em>.' Centered at the bottom of the comic is the text '<em>Folie à deux</em>.' The collage’s background is a wall of the Paris catacombs.
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Collage 31: for you it was a FUCKING TUESDAY

Jan. 13th, 2025 03:05 pm
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A collage with a base image of an axe embedded in a tree stump with chopped firewood in the background. In the foreground are the words "for you it was a FUCKING TUESDAY" in white with a navy background. In the top right is the text "I don't do forgive-and-forget." A black bar in the style of black-out poetry follows the "I", showing it was the start of another word.
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